Twirling and Swirling

Baru aja gue selesai nonton film Dua Garis Biru (2019) yang katanya bagus banget. Gue sendiri selalu pesimis sama film-film lokal karena biasanya cringe banget, apalagi kalo genrenya romance. Mungkin ngga semua film lokal kayak gitu, cuma dari banyaknya film lokal yang gue tonton, ya rata-rata emang cringe gitu. Atau mungkin gue ngga pinter milih film aja kali ya? Hehe. Film ini menceritakan tentang dampak dari seks pra-nikah di usia remaja. Tentang gimana tidak mudahnya seorang perempuan untuk mengandung di usia remaja, tentang beratnya pernikahan yang terjadi ketika pasangan belum siap, serta tentang hancurnya perasaan orangtua ketika anaknya married by accident . Anyway, film Dua Garis Biru ini sebenernya udah sempet gue kepoin karena waktu awal penayangannya penuh kontroversi kan. Ada yang bilang film ini vulgar lah, mempertontokan pergaulan bebas lah, ini lah, itu lah, dan sebagainya. Gue juga awalnya sempet mikir "ini serius filmnya bakal vulgar kayak gini?", tapi pas...

Remember the day you were holding my hand In a bright summer day With your brown eyes staring at me So nervous till I couldn't breath Your shoulder used to be my favorite The kiss you gave on my forehead Is the most precious thing I've already known But today there's no more warm hand Linger around my skin is now scorn they're laughing on You tied me up tightly so now I'm breathing in misery Now I just forget how it feels like to be loved

You wish for something that you've already know and sure that it's impossible. You rely on a man's shoulder that you've already know and sure it's not yours. You think about daydreaming that you've already know and sure it's a nightmare.

"But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You got me wrapped around your finger Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to? Do you have to? Do you have to let it linger" " Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green green grass Swing swing, swing your spinning step You'll wear that shoes and I will wear that dress" " I've got a tight grip on reality But I can't let go of what's in front of  me here I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream" "I keep waiting For you to take me And you keep waiting To save what we had" " There she goes There she goes again Racing through my brain And I just can't contain This feeling that remains" " Now the sky could be blue I don't mind Without you, it's a waste of time "

Our world is getting dark Dark cloud started to covering All of our sky Our people Our hope We're getting divided Separated From our own soul We couldn't choose Who to believe in Because everything's becoming grey You could not believe anyone Instead of yourself

Kamu perlu menjadi aksara Agar menjadi makna yang dapat ku eja Kamu perlu menjadi suara Yang tak bisa ku raba namun bisa ku terka Jangan katakan percuma Karena panca indera hanya ada lima Kata dan gema tak akan sia-sia Bicaralah, ayo, ku tunggu disana!

Terkadang kita perlu sesekali susah Agar mengenal apa itu merah Semacam darah bersimbah Tergeletak terkapar lemah